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pulmonaryarcheryHad planned to go to the mall today but I woke up feeling terrible. I'm going tomorrow instead but for now I'm just sitting idly trying to figure out what I want to do today. I'm just at my computer real quick to write this but I'll probably spend the next few hours laying around. Perhaps I'll force myself to read or watch a film but there isn't anything that I'm interested in at this moment.
I did end up getting my fishing license (5 minute task that I put off for about two weeks) but never went fishing. Last night we went down to my sister's house just over an hour away in this cute little rural town. Towns like that are always so cute to visit but once you actually live there it doesn't take long at all to get bored because there's nothing around. She has this little fat orange dog, and it's always a surprise to me when dogs are immediately affectionate (even though they're like- very well known for their affectionate nature) because my dog is just so aloof, especially now that she's older. There's also all these new little kittens after my sister took in this beautiful white and gray striped cat a few months ago. She and my brother-in-law kept suggesting to my parents that they should let me take one. I appreciate the effort, and they got as close as they possibly could to convincing my mom, but I don't think my dad is ever letting that happen ;( We ate at a little restaurant right off this massive lake. The waitresses were so sweet, so I feel bad saying that the food wasn't that great.
Every day I'm feeling a little closer to properly considering getting an mp3 player. Old technology 2000s nostalgia bait posting is successful propaganda, I tell you! The reason I continue to use Spotify is because my father is already paying for a family plan, so that money is still being sent to them whether or not I even use the app, and I will admit that I love it because it's convenient. I struggle to keep my actual mp3 files (usually demos that aren't on streaming services) organized but I think that's just my own stupidity. But within the past couple of days I can't get the thought of an mp3 player out of my head. I'm not sure why. Maybe I'll get one. Maybe. But I know for a fact that if I do then my discovery of new music will decrease exponentially. Perhaps this paragraph is me admitting weakness towards the one algorithm that I readily give in to. I could write at length about my love-hate relationship with my phone and how I kind of want to give into all the "dumb phone" stuff even though I think it's a bit silly, but I think I'm just going to finish here.
The brain fog is so terrible. I forget everything I want to say and do. I really need to start writing reminders to myself. My birthday is in about two weeks and everyone's asking "what do you want to do for your birthday?" and I simply don't know :(
I did end up getting my fishing license (5 minute task that I put off for about two weeks) but never went fishing. Last night we went down to my sister's house just over an hour away in this cute little rural town. Towns like that are always so cute to visit but once you actually live there it doesn't take long at all to get bored because there's nothing around. She has this little fat orange dog, and it's always a surprise to me when dogs are immediately affectionate (even though they're like- very well known for their affectionate nature) because my dog is just so aloof, especially now that she's older. There's also all these new little kittens after my sister took in this beautiful white and gray striped cat a few months ago. She and my brother-in-law kept suggesting to my parents that they should let me take one. I appreciate the effort, and they got as close as they possibly could to convincing my mom, but I don't think my dad is ever letting that happen ;( We ate at a little restaurant right off this massive lake. The waitresses were so sweet, so I feel bad saying that the food wasn't that great.
Every day I'm feeling a little closer to properly considering getting an mp3 player. Old technology 2000s nostalgia bait posting is successful propaganda, I tell you! The reason I continue to use Spotify is because my father is already paying for a family plan, so that money is still being sent to them whether or not I even use the app, and I will admit that I love it because it's convenient. I struggle to keep my actual mp3 files (usually demos that aren't on streaming services) organized but I think that's just my own stupidity. But within the past couple of days I can't get the thought of an mp3 player out of my head. I'm not sure why. Maybe I'll get one. Maybe. But I know for a fact that if I do then my discovery of new music will decrease exponentially. Perhaps this paragraph is me admitting weakness towards the one algorithm that I readily give in to. I could write at length about my love-hate relationship with my phone and how I kind of want to give into all the "dumb phone" stuff even though I think it's a bit silly, but I think I'm just going to finish here.
The brain fog is so terrible. I forget everything I want to say and do. I really need to start writing reminders to myself. My birthday is in about two weeks and everyone's asking "what do you want to do for your birthday?" and I simply don't know :(
